"Start of Something New"

I just watched "High School Musical", a movie by Disney,
and I am feeling weird after watching it.
For all the heartbreaks I had this past year, I felt like
moving on, that the voice in my head tells me,
"It's time you did something with you're life."
And I think what its saying is true, because for my high school
days, all I ever did was to make other people happy and feel comfortable
and when I'm feeling down, they aren't there for me.
And I just wished for a friend that could comfort me when I'm
feeling down(A boy is okay, but a girl is better :-) ).
And I usually get giggles with this kind of movies about love
that I remember a something involving this,

My Dad at one-point watched it with me,
(we're not sitting together on the couchI'm on a chair)
and when he saw me giggling he said to me,
"You're a guy and you love this kind of movies."
And I said,
"I can't express my love to somebody using
rock (refers to "Freaky Friday"), I don't even know how to
play the guitar."

The movie was okay, It had a few memorable songs
I'd love to download.


P.S.
Call me gay or anything, just don't make fun of my sexuality.

Nice to be back

It feels good to be finally back here again.
I've been checking this out from time to time.
I'm gonna go straight to the point, maybe I'm not
really busy with my schoolwork and stuff
(I actually slack off everyday of this schoolyear
when I should be serious with my studies now for college.)
Maybe its just one of my moods again, sometimes I
crave for porn, then the next minute, I think about my projects,
some people say I'm always cheerful and I laugh all the time,
and some other stuff like that.



P.S.
My birthday's come and gone,
just greet me Merry Xmas
and send me gifts
(If you are in the Phillipines,
I could give you my address.)
I'm a male.

Groupmates

I have group mates in Physics now.
For the work our group did, I just paid their financial needs.
Now they say it's up to me to find a topic for a research.
I haven't found a topic yet, but what should I do.
I believe that even if its all up to me, I wish that they think of a topic too.
But they say I must do it alone.
If I fail to find a topic, they will remove me from the list.
What should I do?