Half-hearted Guy

I'm really enjoying my life as a single man, but sometimes the truth hurts
that I don't have someone to comfort me, there's no girl who will I sit with
in the canteen. But who am I kidding I'm not somebody just about any girl
could admire, even I say that it will be long before I could finally get a girlfriend.
But of course if I want a girlfriend, I will have to make the first move. And as
some might say, "I'm just waiting for the right moment to strike."

Happy Holidays!

I realized that I haven't been blogging a lot lately. Some of the people who live in
the Phils. should have heard of the news about the earthquake that shook
Singapore, Taiwan (whatever!) and that the communication cables underground
were damaged. You can say I'm one of the most affected. Because connections
are slow and cranky right now. And I'm still thinking of migrating as said in my last
post but of course I'll need a cellphone no. just to sign-up with google so I can also
use the new blogger.

Anyway, Happy New Year in advance.
I'll try to get the details on my family's celebration of the New Year.

"I wanna go somewhere"

Blogger is not beta anymore, but I still can't move because I don't have a Google account.
And the URL. I'm planning to change the URL, but you guys maybe wouldn't get there
till I give you the URL, before I really change the site. I guess I'll keep this open.
But you won't see me posting there, sure I'll still be commenting and all, but my new posts
will be on that site. But I guess everything will still be the same, but I will add the stuff I'll
be placing there:

An embeddable mp3 player - youtube.com's embeddable videos are too big. If
I hadn't thought of a solution, the sidebar will be found after the posts.
A chatbox - those who are using dial-up or simply those people who don't want
to go to another page just to comment can use this.

Growing Old

I got inspired writing this while watching Wowowee, an old woman from the audience was picked by Willie Revillame, the host of the program. At the jackpot round, while she was being interviewed onwhere she lived, she said that she lived anywhere.Then Willie asked her if she has any children, she answered that she has seven children whom who are busy with their families now. Then he asked her what she's gonna do with her prize money should she win. And she answered that she's gonna buy her own casket since nobody loves heranymore. And the traditional event happened, some people from the audience are approaching her and giving her money in different currencies.As this was happening, I suddenly thought to myself,would I be like that when I grew old and all my children have their own families already, would any of them be willing to take me in with them. But a lot of years willcome before I could even start to think about it.Besides, I'm just a teenager.

Overdoing a Friendship

Currently Listening To: Sakasama no Chou - SNoW
Mood:Sad

I know that you can be the closest friend someone has had.
But what if that friend of yours is in his/her mind thinking that
you're "always here, there, everywhere!", what would you feel?
That's what I feel right now, and I have this friend I used to talk
to all the time, until this very thought came to my head.
Another preposterous idea would be that she has a boyfriend,
just like somebody else I knew way back, because her boyfriend
told her to ignore me.
One of the reasons I talk to her is because we talk a lot about something
we both were interested in.
And now all she ever talks about is about this and that and anything I
can't relate anymore.
I'd be willing to step away from her life anytime, at the risk that I'll
be left with no one to talk to.

P.S.
Somehow I'm getting obsessed with anime theme songs. That J-pop song
title at the top is the opening song of Jigoku Shoujo (Girl From Hell).

I'm also listening to Hawak Kamay - Yeng Constantino and
Nothing in this World - Paris Hilton

"Start of Something New"

I just watched "High School Musical", a movie by Disney,
and I am feeling weird after watching it.
For all the heartbreaks I had this past year, I felt like
moving on, that the voice in my head tells me,
"It's time you did something with you're life."
And I think what its saying is true, because for my high school
days, all I ever did was to make other people happy and feel comfortable
and when I'm feeling down, they aren't there for me.
And I just wished for a friend that could comfort me when I'm
feeling down(A boy is okay, but a girl is better :-) ).
And I usually get giggles with this kind of movies about love
that I remember a something involving this,

My Dad at one-point watched it with me,
(we're not sitting together on the couchI'm on a chair)
and when he saw me giggling he said to me,
"You're a guy and you love this kind of movies."
And I said,
"I can't express my love to somebody using
rock (refers to "Freaky Friday"), I don't even know how to
play the guitar."

The movie was okay, It had a few memorable songs
I'd love to download.


P.S.
Call me gay or anything, just don't make fun of my sexuality.

Nice to be back

It feels good to be finally back here again.
I've been checking this out from time to time.
I'm gonna go straight to the point, maybe I'm not
really busy with my schoolwork and stuff
(I actually slack off everyday of this schoolyear
when I should be serious with my studies now for college.)
Maybe its just one of my moods again, sometimes I
crave for porn, then the next minute, I think about my projects,
some people say I'm always cheerful and I laugh all the time,
and some other stuff like that.



P.S.
My birthday's come and gone,
just greet me Merry Xmas
and send me gifts
(If you are in the Phillipines,
I could give you my address.)
I'm a male.

Groupmates

I have group mates in Physics now.
For the work our group did, I just paid their financial needs.
Now they say it's up to me to find a topic for a research.
I haven't found a topic yet, but what should I do.
I believe that even if its all up to me, I wish that they think of a topic too.
But they say I must do it alone.
If I fail to find a topic, they will remove me from the list.
What should I do?

Changes

I've made some changes in my blog.
For those who are getting sick of Motorhead, the video is now by Drowning Pool.
Pinoy Big Brother has come and gone, so my picture now is Tifa (Goodbye Chx)
I'm planning to change the template but I haven't thought of the replacement yet.

Busy!!!

Be a senior literally takes a lot of work! I'm just so busy with Physics, Trigonometry, Advanced Algebra, Programming (not hard, might be complicated), and a unique subject, ACP (similar to CAT/CMT, you know, the army like subject). So expect posts to be late, a time to wait before I change the template and slow updates.

Happy First Birthday to this blog!!!

Well, this blog is now one year older. I talked about a lot of things and even some I dare not say. The link is for the topic below.

Anyway...

Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition is here!

And when they say teen, they mean 16-19 years old, which means, I'm not old enough.

For the theme song, they had Itchyworms write the song "Kabataang Pinoy" on YouTube on this address http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9Ju9QYFHIc&search=Kabataang%20Pinoy (no official music video yet).

For the venue its near the Big Brother House, just like season 1.

They enter the stage riding on motorcycles and are called out two at a time.

A recap of the past seasons of PBB.

Season 1: Held in front of Big Brother House.
They ride a car through the crowd and into the stage.
Orange and Lemons wrote "Pinoy Ako" which served as the soundtrack of season 1 and became a global hit.
Participants were from 20-35 years old to join.
This is the only season so far to ever introduce a thirteenth housemate to the house.
The season culminated at Clark Expo.
They stayed for a total of 110 days.

Celebrity Edition: This was held at the Baywalk.
Participants rode a boat that leads them to the stage.
Participants can be any famous person, showbiz or otherwise.
Participants were accompanied by the season one housemates.
Toni Gonzaga and "Thirteenth Housemate" Sam Milby sang the song "Sikat ang Pinoy" which became the official soundtrack of this season.
They stayed for 48 weeks? inside the house.

And there you have it. That's all I remember. If I remember another detail, I'll update this post.

P.S. Teens will remain in House for only six weeks.

Dropping by friendster

I just reopened my friendster account and as I suspected, nobody visited me. Not even a message or somjething. This is not looking good too, there's been no comments for a while. Not even a e-mail. Please. I'm getting tired of receiving newsletters from my providers. Just a hello will do. Someday the viewers will know why I don't join social web sites like friendster and chatting.

Pow Wow 24hrs Watchaton

I wanna join in a contest by Animax and the title is the title up there. You watch anime for 24 hours and the last man standing wins US$500! For more information, click the title or copy-paste this URL: http://www.animax-asia.com/events/24hrs-watchathon/rules.asp.

Sorry!

Well, I haven't posted for quite a while. It's because of the abundance of events and a lack of resources. I do have a notebook in which to write all the events, but I misplaced it. I've written in there what happened in my Xmas and New Year, but I have to find that notebook. And besides, we can't use our pc to search the web because it says "Hardware Error" when we try to connect.


Note:
I don't know if this is still official, but Happy Holidays!!!