Half-hearted Guy

I'm really enjoying my life as a single man, but sometimes the truth hurts
that I don't have someone to comfort me, there's no girl who will I sit with
in the canteen. But who am I kidding I'm not somebody just about any girl
could admire, even I say that it will be long before I could finally get a girlfriend.
But of course if I want a girlfriend, I will have to make the first move. And as
some might say, "I'm just waiting for the right moment to strike."

Happy Holidays!

I realized that I haven't been blogging a lot lately. Some of the people who live in
the Phils. should have heard of the news about the earthquake that shook
Singapore, Taiwan (whatever!) and that the communication cables underground
were damaged. You can say I'm one of the most affected. Because connections
are slow and cranky right now. And I'm still thinking of migrating as said in my last
post but of course I'll need a cellphone no. just to sign-up with google so I can also
use the new blogger.

Anyway, Happy New Year in advance.
I'll try to get the details on my family's celebration of the New Year.

"I wanna go somewhere"

Blogger is not beta anymore, but I still can't move because I don't have a Google account.
And the URL. I'm planning to change the URL, but you guys maybe wouldn't get there
till I give you the URL, before I really change the site. I guess I'll keep this open.
But you won't see me posting there, sure I'll still be commenting and all, but my new posts
will be on that site. But I guess everything will still be the same, but I will add the stuff I'll
be placing there:

An embeddable mp3 player - youtube.com's embeddable videos are too big. If
I hadn't thought of a solution, the sidebar will be found after the posts.
A chatbox - those who are using dial-up or simply those people who don't want
to go to another page just to comment can use this.

Growing Old

I got inspired writing this while watching Wowowee, an old woman from the audience was picked by Willie Revillame, the host of the program. At the jackpot round, while she was being interviewed onwhere she lived, she said that she lived anywhere.Then Willie asked her if she has any children, she answered that she has seven children whom who are busy with their families now. Then he asked her what she's gonna do with her prize money should she win. And she answered that she's gonna buy her own casket since nobody loves heranymore. And the traditional event happened, some people from the audience are approaching her and giving her money in different currencies.As this was happening, I suddenly thought to myself,would I be like that when I grew old and all my children have their own families already, would any of them be willing to take me in with them. But a lot of years willcome before I could even start to think about it.Besides, I'm just a teenager.

Overdoing a Friendship

Currently Listening To: Sakasama no Chou - SNoW
Mood:Sad

I know that you can be the closest friend someone has had.
But what if that friend of yours is in his/her mind thinking that
you're "always here, there, everywhere!", what would you feel?
That's what I feel right now, and I have this friend I used to talk
to all the time, until this very thought came to my head.
Another preposterous idea would be that she has a boyfriend,
just like somebody else I knew way back, because her boyfriend
told her to ignore me.
One of the reasons I talk to her is because we talk a lot about something
we both were interested in.
And now all she ever talks about is about this and that and anything I
can't relate anymore.
I'd be willing to step away from her life anytime, at the risk that I'll
be left with no one to talk to.

P.S.
Somehow I'm getting obsessed with anime theme songs. That J-pop song
title at the top is the opening song of Jigoku Shoujo (Girl From Hell).

I'm also listening to Hawak Kamay - Yeng Constantino and
Nothing in this World - Paris Hilton