Overdoing a Friendship

Currently Listening To: Sakasama no Chou - SNoW
Mood:Sad

I know that you can be the closest friend someone has had.
But what if that friend of yours is in his/her mind thinking that
you're "always here, there, everywhere!", what would you feel?
That's what I feel right now, and I have this friend I used to talk
to all the time, until this very thought came to my head.
Another preposterous idea would be that she has a boyfriend,
just like somebody else I knew way back, because her boyfriend
told her to ignore me.
One of the reasons I talk to her is because we talk a lot about something
we both were interested in.
And now all she ever talks about is about this and that and anything I
can't relate anymore.
I'd be willing to step away from her life anytime, at the risk that I'll
be left with no one to talk to.

P.S.
Somehow I'm getting obsessed with anime theme songs. That J-pop song
title at the top is the opening song of Jigoku Shoujo (Girl From Hell).

I'm also listening to Hawak Kamay - Yeng Constantino and
Nothing in this World - Paris Hilton